Ever since I moved my blog to .info, I have been in a dilemma of sorts. I used to rant and go all emo in my personal blog which was not redirected to here. And I started the habit of reading blogs yes I was a blogger who never even read her own blog.. not to mention other blogs.<\/p>\n
And after reading Suanie<\/a>, KY<\/a>, ShaolinTiger<\/a>, Cheesie<\/a> and Kim<\/a>‘s blogs (and alot more la.. you want me type all meh) I was slumped into despair. These people can write wei. All I do is write 2 instructions per picture. Not grammartically and spello procinaounciation correct also.<\/p>\n But then again, I was doing blog design for Ellie Chee<\/a> and we followed each other in twitter. She tweeted,” A blogger does not need to give any explanation or reasons for anything she writes in blog, twitter or anywhere else.”<\/p>\n Here I was thinking, what the fuck. I shouldn’t give 2 fucks. or 5 fucks worrying bout 2012 when it’s just a disaster in movie and not in real life.<\/p>\n I am gonna go crazy next month. Here is what I am gonna do. I am gonna go gym to gain some weight to look like a fitness model. I will eat more rice (bitch) and then I am gonna go take vocal lessons.<\/p>\n Progress will all be blogged, can’t wait to look good.. can’t wait can’t wait to be able to sing and serenade cocks out of pants.<\/p>\n I have nothing to show nao but a Biology class Skeleton and my voice is badly infused with cigarettes’ leftover friction.<\/p>\n Here is how sicken-ly depressing my life is right naos. I wake up at 4 or 5 PEE AM. I take 5 steps to my computer room to work. I stay there until my backbone and wrist scream for help. Then I take a depressing 3 steps walk to the balcony and look at the inviting black sky. I work until 4 am then I go sleep.<\/p>\n You people asking for price quotation<\/a>. I work 12 hours a day slaving over your measly few hundred bucks job. Please pay me more. I dying already. With my portfolio and reputation as the only blog designer in Tanah Melayu (not I declare one) I should be earning big bucks liao.<\/p>\n You find me one web\/blog designer and their portfolio, then compare it to mine. Then you see their prices. Then you will know you need to pay me more. I tired di. I am not doing blog design anymore after the next batch of jobs. Even if I die of hunger and lack of money I won’t take anything that is not priced equivalent to the worth of my work and my TIME. My precious precious TIME.<\/p>\n You can check my facebook<\/a> and see where I go everyday. I don’t go out. I cry all everything all!!!!! I KILL YALL!!! T_T<\/p>\n Tired. I need a manager. I don’t care how many percentage you cut out of my pay as long as I am paid good in terms of the time I spent. I dunno how you market me, you wanna work me until I die I don’t mind as long as I am paid well. I am very hardworking one!!! I want my blardy iPhone. I want iPad iPad iPad iPad<\/a>. Please email me<\/a>, I even have online project management setup for you di : whoever you are. T_T<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Ever since I moved my blog to .info, I have been in a dilemma of sorts. I used to rant and go all emo in my personal blog which was not redirected to here. And I started the…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[1663,2197,1616],"class_list":["post-52","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog","tag-blogging","tag-blushberry","tag-musings"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/musenmaker.com\/hazelong\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/musenmaker.com\/hazelong\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/musenmaker.com\/hazelong\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/musenmaker.com\/hazelong\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/musenmaker.com\/hazelong\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=52"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/musenmaker.com\/hazelong\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/musenmaker.com\/hazelong\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=52"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/musenmaker.com\/hazelong\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=52"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/musenmaker.com\/hazelong\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=52"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}